"You are not here to live a mediocre to average life; you are here to live an amazing life, a miraculous life. If it weren't for your challenges, there would be no miracles. You must do that which seems impossible, for it is only in the impossible that miracles are had." - author unknown, but very respected

Sunday, October 3, 2021

SEPTEMBER 2021

 KELLY'S NEUROLOGY EMG

I drove up to Logan after taking the Elementary kids to school (leaving all the late-start big kids and Nate with Molly and Sadie) to pick up Kelly for her EMG.  Sierra ended up coming with us.  The night before, I finally googled EMG and learned that they would be hooking her up to electrodes and shocking her and then poking needles in her to measure the activity in her muscles!!  I couldn't believe I'd gotten her into that!  I mean, it wasn't technically me- it was Dr. May who referred her to neurology.  Dr. Tew told us to keep the appointment, but anyway.  I was a little nervous for her!!  She had the EMG in the morning and then the MRI in the evening and I was anticipating a lot of pain and torment for Kelly that day.  Kind of stressful.  So anyway- Dr. Squires came in with his garden gnome beard (we liked him also, nice guy, fun to joke with about deserving several ice cream cones after) and he did all the things I'd read about on google the night before!  Lots of shocking and lots of needles!!  So weird.  I had no idea this kind of thing even existed!  Fortunately her neurology looks good!!  I didn't want there to be anything wrong neurologically.  I don't want anything to be wrong, I just want to be able to find out what it is so we can finally treat her.  9-1-21


MOLLY'S BIRTHDAY

I am still feeling a little down about how much of Molly's actual birthday I missed out on, but she seemed mostly annoyed any time I talked about her being the birthday girl or offered to sing to her.  She liked the crepes I made her though :).  I said goodbye and was gone until she came home from school!  She looked so cute in her little birthday crown and had loved passing out her fruit snacks.  She liked opening a present, her little horses that I had picked out at the toy store that morning with Kelly and Sierra.  She actually really loved that. I made her some spaghetti for her birthday dinner and then  I had to say goodbye when I took Kelly to her MRI, but because of some mix up with the time and having to take two cars to the hospital, we came back and were able to watch her open the rest of her gifts!  I was actually really happy about that.  She got a stuffed horse from Kelly and Sierra, a cookbook, a Spirit Uno game, a Spirit book and some little Spirit figurines.  She was pretty satisfied with all her gifts.  I felt a little bad I hadn't splurged and bought her the "old real phone" she wanted.  Not sure what that was all about.  Bea has one.  I was able to kiss my birthday girl goodnight before leaving for Logan.  It was a good day and I think she loved it :).  9-1-21


KELLY'S MRI

This was another one I had been anxious about.  I asked Dr. Tew to refer this after hearing about Ashlyn's tumors.  I realize it's a long shot, but I have had some residual regret about not insisting on a scan back when we were looking into her headaches, so this just pushed me to get it now.  She got the time wrong, so I had to race up to McKay Dee to fill out her paperwork for her a half hour before.  She and Sierra got there just in time.  Kelly went back for her procedure (they did the contrast imaging so she had to get an IV- she needed one more poke today) and Sierra and I sat and talked about Matt's crazy mom and her weird phone call to Kelly and Sierra that morning.  So strange.  It was about an hour long MRI.  I hope we find out about that soon.  I raced them home and won.  9-1-21


STICK HORSES, RAIN AND VOLLEYBALL

I spent some time Thursday (Thursday was the only day we didn't have packed with stuff this week) finishing up the stick horses I was making for Molly's friend Horse Party.  Nate kept me company.  Then we kind of chilled most of the day.  It was great!  We got some crazy rain that evening, came down in BUCKETS!  So we weren't able to work on the backyard as planned.  Noah's soccer practice was cancelled but Erika got to go to her first YW Volleyball clinic.  She had fun even though there were only a few girls from our ward there.  Hopefully more show up for the games.  I enjoyed talking with Lichelle Perry and Karen Wright for a few minutes when I picked Erika up.  9-2-21


MOLLY'S FRIEND PARTY

Friday was the big day!  We were very anxious and excited, but needed to stay in control so we could finish getting ready.  We had a lot to do still :).  I needed to make the horse cake, get the sticks for the horses, take Molly to school and then go back to help with centers!, then come back home, get Sadie down for a nap and finish the cake!  Super crazy!  But fun of course!  Luckily Nate came home in time to help get the backyard under control.  We set up the games... it was great!  The party guests started coming and Molly got them at the table, stuffing their horse heads, and I was able to glue them onto their sticks really quickly- that worked out perfectly!  I'm so glad I decided to have the kids finish them!  Then as they dried, the kids went outside for some Pin the Tail on the Horse, bean bag toss, horseshoes, and some impromptu fun from Nate.  Then we grabbed their horses and let them run the obstacle course Noah had created.  They had a lot of fun!  I was happy things were going so well.  We were getting through everything really quickly which was kind of a bummer.  I should have only made it an hour and a half.  But oh well.  We did horse cake which happened to be quite the hit with these kids!  They almost all had seconds!  I was shocked!  We almost ran out of cake!  They ate for a solid 15 minutes!  Which was good!  We did presents the way Molly wanted, with the disguised voices and her guessing, which was fun, and then we had about a half hour to kill so I just let them go outside to play!  Usually this is the favorite part, but some of the kids were bored.  Too bad.  Molly got a little over stimulated as well and wasn't loving the hide-and-seek game.  But overall it was a good party and the kids all had fun!  We only wish Jonah had been able to come.  Poor Hayden was the only boy.  I think he had fun though.  I cannot believe Molly is six!  She has grown so fast!!  9-3-21


BRADLEY'S TOP OF UTAH RACE

Brad had a race during Molly's party.  I wish I could have been there, but this wasn't the kind of party I could pawn off on Nate.  He said he did really well though- 18:30 for a 2.8 miler!  Go Brad!!!  He's really making a lot of progress each time!  Pretty cool!  9-3-21


DATE NIGHT

Nate and I topped off our crazy week with a date night!!  I was so grateful.  We went to Texas Roadhouse for dinner and then to see the new Marvel movie- Shang-chi and the 10 rings.  It was AWESOME!!  We loved the movie, but had a hard time keeping our eyes open for some reason!  We must be getting old or something!  We were in the theater with a lot of very enthusiastic people.  Made us laugh.  9-3-21


NO SOCCER SATURDAY

The holiday on Monday gave us a week off from games.  We were glad to have the day off to sleep in and have some different fun.  Charity ended up surprising us, coming home, and so we went out to the Habit for lunch.  Then it was time to take Noah and Erika's state fair art entries down- the ladies were so nice this year!  We were happy about that.  Then we stopped at Kim Ball's for some chatting and free clothes!  She's so awesome.  And then we had our first Saturday Fun!!  9-4-21


SATURDAY FUN- SEAQUEST- MOLLY

I invented this idea where we have a few categories like: outing, free outing, movie night, game night, park night, creative night and cooking class in a bowl, and then everyone's names in a different bowl and we draw out one category and one person and they get to pick specifically what we do in that category for the night for fun.  We tried it this week for the first time and it was AWESOME!!  We pulled out Outing and Molly.  She needed some help but picked Seaquest!  So we went!  Noah, Erika, Jack, Molly, Sadie and I were the only ones who went, but we had a BLAST!!  The place was basically empty and so we wandered around to our hearts' content!  These kids loved EVERYTHING!  It was so cute!  And Sadie was mostly good the entire time!  We got to go into the bird cage and feed them.  We spent a lot of time petting the stingrays and sharks (Erika and Jack pet the sharks three times!), and letting the doctor fish eat our dead skin!  Then we went into the shark room and Jack and I got surprised by the shark jumping and splashing us!  That was totally freaky!  Jack was jumpy earlier in the trip too, when he was trying to see what was in the pig pen and then saw the ENORMOUS pig laying right at his feet!  Kinda cute.  At the end as we were walking back through we found out they were going to feed the python so we stopped to watch!  Erika could tell you how fast the python just jumped on the dead rabbit and wrapped himself around him!  It was so fast it kind of scared us!  Then we sat and watched him constrict it, and then mosey around and start eating it.  Took a while and Sadie was getting restless so I left the big kids in there to watch him eat and took the girls out to the playground.  This was such a good visit!  We loved it!  I was so pleased with how well it went and that my idea to do something fun actually worked!  I was glad I didn't wimp out!  This was great!  Only bad thing was when Erika got hurt on the playground "jumping from Mt. Ogden to the clock tower" and hurt her ankle.  Not sure what will come of that injury.  But other than that- such a great night!!  I was really pleased!  9-4-21


LABOR DAY

Bright and early, we drove down to Draper for the Maynes family labor day hike up to the suspension bridge in Bear Canyon.  This was a cool new idea and I was happy to be doing something different.  Not as happy about taking my kids on my own without Nate.  But we ended up having a really good time!  Most of the kids were up ahead of my the whole time.  Sadie stayed with me, either walking, being carried through the "dupah dehwy" parts (super scary), riding on my shoulders, or in the pack.  She did really well if I'm being completely honest.  And same with Molly.  She got bored with the walking towards the end so I told her to run and she loved that :).  It was a nice hike.  Then we went and grabbed some Wendy's and ate at Meg's house with everyone.  We played a few games together and showed our bags of three items to describe ourselves- that was a lot of fun.  Very cool idea.  The kids had a lot of fun. 
When we got home we rested a little and tried to clean up the house a little for a bbq with my Dad, Steve and Heidi and her kids!  That was a lot of fun!  It's been a good holiday!  9-6-21
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FROZEN

Erika and Jack started their Frozen rehearsals this week!  Erika as middle Elsa and Jack as a townsperson/hidden folk.  They seem to like the rehearsals okay.  Erika has been practicing songs and dancing a lot.  It's been cute to watch her get into it.  I think they're going to have a lot of fun.  9-7-21


KELLY TO LOGAN

We raced the clock to get Kelly up to Logan and run some of her applications/resumes out to different places.  This was a fun time with Kelly and fun to see where she had applied.  She is trying so hard!  I hope something pans out eventually.  We had to hurry and grab some lunch and pretty much just kicked her out of the car as we slowed down in front of her apartment.  I feel kinda bad about how we let her go, but we needed to get Molly back to school!  We had a nice time with Kelly.  Hopefully my fasting for her to get a job works.  9-7-21


CHARITY AND THE LANDLORD

Alpine Flats is trying to steal money from their tenants.  I've been really proud of Charity and Kelly for not losing their minds over this even though it has been kind of stressful.  I spent about an hour talking with Charity about her conversation with the landlord and how they suddenly owe money for a security deposit, application fees, credit checks, etc. even though they moved in three weeks ago!  It's pretty corrupt and thankfully there are a lot of people working on it to get this figured out, but it was a little hiccup for the girls.  I've been really proud of them and their ability to handle this.  They will never look at a lease agreement the same, I'm sure.  9-7-21


MOLLY SHOPPING WITH GRANDMA HATCH

Grandma took Molly birthday shopping and to McD's.  She had such a good time and came home with an Orbeez foot spa!  Pretty funny.  9-8-21


LUNCH WITH DAD

We needed to be close for Molly to go to Kindergarten, so we went to Twigs at Station Park this time.  We sat outside.  It was a lot of fun.  I was glad Nate and the girls were there too.   Fun time.  9-9-21


KELLY'S LIFE

So along with their apartment trying to rob them, Kelly has had some pretty exciting things happening as well!  #1- She finally registered for institute :).  She got a Restoration class, a Book of Mormon class, and Missionary Prep!  She'll be all set for her mission :).  I'm really happy about that.  #2- she got offered a job at Adornit!  She enjoyed her interview with a cute pregnant lady, and loved the idea of helping with advertising and taking pictures of things, and it did sound like she was really excited for that.  She still had another interview scheduled with Bliss, but she ended up cancelling that and accepting the job.  Pretty exciting!  #3- This goes back a few days, her roommate, to surprise her, had gone to the high school and asked if they needed any help with lacrosse coaching this season.  She told Kelly before she had heard back.  What a cool roommate, what a cool surprise!  Then, as soon as Kelly found out they did need some help, she called the AD this was her text:
so he didn't answer the first call so i left a voicemail and he calls me back and was like how are you so i said good how are you and he goes "i'll be good if you want to coach lacrosse!!" bc apparently they don't have any girls lax coaches up there so i'm meetin gwith him on monday @9:00!!! super excited

We were both so excited!  This is huge!!  This is just what she's been wanting!!  I'm so proud of her for sticking her neck out there and hope this pans out!!  We're trying not to count our chickens before they hatch, but man that would be cool!!  So I'm "patiently waiting" for 9:00 Monday!  9-8-21


VOLLEYBALL ERIKA

It was somewhat painful to go to volleyball this week.  I just wanted to go and watch Erika play, but there were all these dumb things bothering me.  They had asked people to wear masks on the sidelines which is the dumbest thing ever, then the looks because I wasn't wearing one.  The annoyance of just being an extra when I'm there, not one of the YW leaders.  I just miss that so much!!  I miss Mahala too!  Our YW leaders are interesting.  Fine, but not how I want them to be :).  So anyway.  Jami came a while later and fed me all of her problems along with a side of anti-Brad.  Not my favorite conversation.  It really wasn't bad, just wish she didn't do that.  9-9-21


WELL CHILD CHECKS FOR MOLLY AND SADIE

This visit was mostly uneventful, but I had finally remembered to ask Dr. Tew about Molly's little red thing on her lip and he wants her to go see a dermatologist.  He has no idea what it is.  A little disappointed by that, but I don't want to leave it undiagnosed.  She's had it forever and it doesn't bug her, but who knows.  I am in the fixit mode with my kids' health right now with Kelly's issues.  Sadie had to get her shots, three of them, and I was reminded how sensitive she is to this kind of pain.  She was out for the rest of the day.  Needed to be held, cuddled, coddled, and loved all afternoon/evening.  Poor little thing!  Even sat on my lap the whole time we did centers in Molly's class.  So sensitive!  9-10-21


KIERA AND CAROL

Had a long talk with Kiera and Carol telling them that I am not ready to do the health coaching.  I was so close to saying yes, but I just can't!  I am a stay-at-home mom and I still have my two little girls who need me during the day.  I need to be here for them mentally as well as physically.  Kind of helped me recommit to my being present.  9-10-21


FREE TUCANOS AND GETTING HIT IN THE PARKING LOT

Nate and I went out to Tucanos for our date night.  It was a really normal dinner, eating way too much food and having nice conversation (and some unpleasant conversation about some of our worries with life and our kids... perfectly normal of course) until the end.  While we were waiting for them to bring us our check, the power went out!  It was a rainy, smokey day at Station Park with the West Kaysville fire from the lightning, so of course the power went out.  We kind of acted un-surprised.  We sat there for quite a while waiting for Tucanos to figure things out and let us pay :).  We were perfectly fine sitting there, though, and able to just visit in the slowly darkening restaurant.  They announced they were going to let people pay on the square app, so they were making the rounds.  After a half hour or so they got to us.  They asked if it was just the two of us, then looked at the phone, then looked back at us and said, "Actually, you can just go." and insisted that we not have to pay!  Kind of amazing!  We were happy with that :).  We headed out to the car.  As we slowly made our way through the parking lot, inch by inch, we found ourselves in a spot where this guy was trying to squeeze past the back of the prius and totally hit it!  So irritating when he just drove off!  Nate laid on the horn and followed him as quickly as we could, I got out to take a picture of his license plate, and suddenly he was jumping out of his car.  He was very frantic, and it was pouring rain, so maybe that's why, but he scared me a little.  He asked if he had hit us, I said yes, he wanted to see where, then offered to give us his phone number and we just call him after.  I am not sure if that was the right thing to do, but we did.  It only scraped a little paint off the Prius surprisingly, but I think we will still contact the guy.  Kinda crazy.  Then it was a really slow drive home from Station Park.  I insisted that we take the back roads through West Kaysville and eventually the power came back on and we made it home pretty quickly after that.  So that was good.  The kids had been home with the power out and made the most of it.  Brad had taken Sadie on a drive and got stuck in the traffic.  It was a crazy evening.  Very memorable.  We couldn't believe how big the flames from the fire in West Kaysville were!  Lots of miracles over there too I heard.  9-10-21


SOCCER GAMES

Everyone won their games this week and we had lots of scoring!  Noah even headered (whoa that's actually a word!) a goal.  Erika scored a few times, Molly scored a few times... it was a fun day to watch soccer!  Minus the smoke from the fire in West Kaysville, the rain, and then the heat during Molly's!  Grandpa came to all three games and took us out for ice cream in between!  9-11-21


SATURDAY FUN- JACK- FREE MOVIE IN THE PARK/COTTON CANDY/POPCORN

We had a very successful second Saturday fun day and this stood out to me as if Heavenly Father has sanctified these times for us.  Sounds weird maybe.  I felt kind of inspired to do this idea and felt like it was something Heavenly Father wanted me to do and ever since then, I've seen the Lord's hand so many times.  It's been really cool.  Last week it was a miracle I took them to Seaquest on a whim like that :).  This week it was that a trip out to a Free Taylorsville Movie in the Park to watch Trolls 2 was fun!  On paper this was kind of a dorky idea and I never would have suggested that we do this on a regular day, but because we pulled out "Free Outing" from the first bowl and Jack had been wanting to go see a movie, it was the perfect way to fulfill that!  For free!  I am sure I could have fudged the rules a little and just taken them to a movie, but you can imagine my surprise when the first event that popped up on my free events on facebook was a movie!  We had to do it!  I was so happy that I was able to convince my kids this could be fun.  Well, most of them.  I think Luke was the only one who skipped out.  He had already had plans with Jaxx though.  (and of course Charity and Kelly)  We even snagged Brad as he was coming home from working the soccer games though- kind of another little miracle.  So anyway.  We drove down to Taylorsville, found the city hall, made ourselves comfy on the grass.  They were a little late getting the popcorn and cotton candy made, but it was kind of all you can eat :) so my kids pigged out :).  Sadie liked the cotton candy!  Not the burnt one that Brad tried to trade her for- HA!  Jack couldn't have been happier with the all you can eat popcorn.  But I love his description of when he ran out of popcorn mid-movie and looked over to see if there was anymore and the popcorn machine was gone!  It had vanished into thin air :).  It was funny how when we sat down the grass was "just cold" but when we got up to go home, or when I rolled over on my side, we were completely soaked from the ground!  Kinda funny.  Sadie watched the whole movie and danced and laid on me and joked around with Brad, learning how to wink... she did really well!  I couldn't believe we were still sitting there at the end of the movie and I hadn't had to get up and walk around with her at all!  Molly seemed to have a good time as well.  She was wishing she'd gotten her B blanket out of the car, but she sat and enjoyed the movie too, laying on my legs.  Erika was so nice to keep thanking me for the fun time.  I know she had fun and that's cool because she didn't really want to see that movie, she had to sit up and roll her eyes over several things for sure- we were both rolling our eyes quite a bit- but I was so proud of her for just enjoying the moment.  It made me happy that my kids are still kind of easy to please.  When we let them be.  Same with Noah.  It was cool of him and Brad to come, knowing what it was going to be, and still make it fun for the other kids and themselves.  Making the most of it!  I think that's a life skill I want my kids to have.  I had a moment, sitting there with my legs stretched out (this was another miracle- normally my body would have not let me sit there for a whole movie like this, but it did!  Could be a NSV but I like to give all the credit to Heavenly Father and his miracle committee), Molly laying on my shins, Sadie sitting on my lap, my pants getting soaked, watching a ridiculous movie, and it hit me- we're having a good time!  I would have never considered taking my kids to that movie on a regular day.  It was far, it was a dumb movie, and it was just kind of a mediocre idea.  But thanks to this inspired system of doing fun things on Saturday, we did it!  And we loved it!  It was a cool little realization that I want to remember.  These Saturday Fun things are for us to be together.  It's for making memories and bonding.  I was just so pleased with how it went!  I'm still smiling when I think about Brad and Molly in the back seat of the van, talking about letters and how to spell things.  This created that moment too... priceless.  9-11-21


NANA

After the movie, we drove in the dark over to Nana's grave.  That cemetery is a little creepier in the dark.  But we stopped at Nana's grave and took a little selfie.  I had wanted to go before the movie and meet up with  my dad, but I was worried about missing the free popcorn and cotton candy.  Too bad we would have had plenty of time :).  I think Nana understood.  I wish I could figure out why I have had so many vivid dreams about her lately.  Maybe there's no reason, but I feel like there's a reason.  I miss her.  Maybe that's all it is.  I wish she was here to visit.  9-11-21


DAN AND ADELE

Nate did a catering job for Dan's ward and so he was bringing the check and pans Sunday, and Adele came with him.  As much as I hate them seeing my house the way it was, I totally needed the visit!  It felt like it had been forever since I had an adult conversation (hadn't been, just felt like it) and I'd had to miss church for Molly's runny nose.  But we got to sit and chat for a while.  It was so nice.  I love talking to them.  9-12-21


FAMILY MEETING

We were able to go to the family meeting this week which was nice.  We had gotten a little off schedule with our unexpected visit from Dan and Adele (which I loved! and wouldn't trade) so we were a little late eating dinner and a little late getting to the family meeting.  We walked in while Ashlyn was talking about how it all went with her tumor, all the miracles and blessings and all of the faith she and Brycen have.  It was really cool to hear about.  Really cool to witness her faith and humility.  What a trying experience they are going through right now.  And now to know that there is more surgery ahead.  But they really have so much faith!  I'm so impressed.  Ruth had more lesson so I ended up outside with Sadie and Molly for a lot of it, but came in and guessed all the babies in the baby pictures and heard about the prices of things the year they were born.  I only wish we'd had more time to visit because as soon as the lesson was over and treat had been handed out, we needed to go.  School night.  But it was fun to be with everyone!  9-12-21


TALKING WITH BRAD

I got to talk a lot with Bradley on the way home from the family meeting.  I loved that.  He was asking about some things that brought up mine and Nate's dating and engagement.  So much fun to talk about that.  9-12-21


KELLY

I went to pick up Kelly Monday morning so she could come to the State Fair with us.  It was a fun drive talking about her apartment fun during the rain and football game, the new job and how her interview with the AD of the High school went!  She's probably going to get the assistant coaching job.  She's going to try the pink drink my friend is offering.  She's going to clean up her diet and see if that can help with her pain.  Lots of new things for Kelly.  Kinda cool!  9-13-21


STATE FAIR

The State Fair was a success this year!  As usual.  I was so happy Kelly wanted and was able to come down and enjoy that tradition with us.  We gotta keep that tradition alive!  Erika and Noah had entered art in the fair and so we went to the fine arts building first.  Then the creative arts.  Then the animals.  There were fewer animals this time and it was set up differently.  We got to see some five day old piglets and their momma!  We did our favorite exhibit, Helping Hands on the Farm.  The kids LOVE this!  It's when they all revert back to their childhood.  It's like a milestone marker in my mind.  We have so many pictures in there we could compare sizes and stuff.  I love that Brad and Luke put on aprons!  It's fun that they all help the little ones too.  Good times.  Then it was time to get some tickets and let those who had earned money, go on rides and stuff.  It worked out perfectly that the wristbands were buy one get one free, so they were only $14!  for unlimited rides.  Much better than paying around $6 per ride!  How can they even charge that much?!!  So crazy.  It was a lot of fun!  I loved watching them have fun together and I loved being together.  Jack and I broke off from everyone and went on the Big Fun Slide together- that was awesome :).  I loved his, "Hey!  You're not supposed to beat me!" as we raced down.  We got some funnel cakes.  Then walked through the business building.  This is Nate's favorite part :).  I like it too.  Minus that you have to turn people down over and over again.  I wanted some heating pads but they were way overpriced.  Erika got some awesome clay though!  Lots of fun there.  Then it was time to go.  It's always sad when it's over, but we did have school in the morning.  So glad Kelly came down!  That was a lot of fun.  When we got home from the fair, Bradley had finally been answered for Homecoming!  Not a moment too soon :).  9-13-21


RACE CATS

Race cats started this week!  Molly's first time doing it!  She loved it!!  I was glad about that.  They did their trial runs this week and Molly got fourth, Erika and Jack got first!  Pretty impressive!!  9-14-21


RS ACTIVITY

We did a little getting to know you activity today.  It was a lot of fun!  It took a lot to get me to go so I was very relieved that it was so enjoyable.  We filled out a numbers card telling different numbers of things and then played the M&M thing where you tell about yourself based on the color of the M&M.  I liked learning about everyone else.  Then we guessed whose card was whose.  Lots of fun.  I was at the table with Keeley Mendenhall, Deanne Oliekan, Gretchen Widdison, Julie Shaw, Mary Jo Goodspeed, Sherry (forgot her last name), and Sarah Laramore.  9-14-21


TYLER ENGH DIED

While I was at playgroup Wednesday, I got updates from the weekend about Ty, all old.  They were going to take him off of life support Wednesday afternoon, but he had passed away in the night Tuesday night instead.  It was so sad to get the news!  I cannot believe he's gone!  And his poor wife and kids.  His poor parents and siblings!  I'm just not sure how to feel about it all.  He was not vaccinated, so there's probably a lot of controversy there, but it's just so strange to know someone who has been affected by this so heavily.  My heart breaks for all of them.  9-15-21


LUNCH DAY

We had Costa Vida this week with Bradley and Luke :).  I just love having them home for lunch on Wednesdays!  So fun.  9-15-21


MOLLY'S MARK

We found out Molly's little red mark on her lip is just an angioma.  Pretty relieved.  I wasn't all that worried about it until the dentist said something and then when Dr. Tew wasn't sure what it was... well, then I got a little concerned.  We decided it was "Molly's mark"!  We're happy it's here to stay :).  9-16-21


ERIKA SPRAINED ANKLE

So we took Erika in finally, for her ankle she hurt almost two weeks ago and it turns out it is sprained!  She has to wear a rigid brace for a week, no soccer, no cross country.  Pretty devastating if you ask her, but I was very relieved it was only a week.  We did talk Emily into playing her as goalie for Saturday so that she could still play in her game.  I might regret that, but I couldn't bear the thought of her dying.  They killed the other team.  That was a relief as well.  9-16-21


MRI STUDY

I went and did the MRI study Thursday.  I've been anxious for this for a while because I always think I have a brain tumor- HA!  It ended up being pretty cool!  I had to do all these cognitive tests.  Lots of memorizing of lists of things.  I loved that my brain grouped them so that I could remember them better and then she had me group them.  I didn't love the describing words part.  Or the pronouncing words thing.  I was really good at memorizing pictures of things to do at the park :).  I will never know how I did.  Probably not a genius considering I finished an hour early! HA!  But they took my blood and gave me an MRI.  The MRI was interesting.  Noisy, but I was tired enough to fall asleep a little.  Felt a little like I was on laughing gas.  I got a CD of my brain and it looks fine :).  That was good :) HA!  $200 for my four hours is not bad :).  9-16-21


FRIDAY

Went to the park with Emily and then took Molly to school (this was the day I needed to pee so bad that I couldn't take her to school!  I had to run to the park and go real quick before taking her!  SO crazy!).  Then Sadie and I went to a different park to play on the swings and ran into Lisa!  We stood and talked for quite a while.  Mostly about COVID.  It was nice to talk to someone with similar opinions about it all.  Sadie loved swinging for about 45 minutes and then she really loved that I caught her on the slide!  So cute!!  9-17-21


MOLLY SICK

Molly was pretty sick all week- sniffles, sore throat, "scratchy voice"- but I just couldn't bring myself to not let her go.  She was so anxious to see what PE was, and computers!  She did fine, learned how to blow her nose (her clear snot).  I really think it was allergies from the smoke in the air all weekend.  9-17-21


DATE NIGHT

Nate and I got to go out (thank you Noah for the babysitting again!) and we went to Olive Garden.  It was a nice time.  We stopped at Walmart on the way home to get some mason jar lids for cheesecakes for Brad's dinner the next day but they didn't have any.  We came home and showed the kids the movie iRobot.  Kinda creepy for some of them, but I think Noah and Jack liked it.  9-17-21


BRADLEY'S HOMECOMING DANCE

We got to do a lot with Brad's dance this time around :).  I was super happy about that.  I got to take their pictures over at the ponds.  Then Nate catered and we hosted their big dinner!  36 kids!  It was a lot of fun!  We got the table and chairs from the church, Nate put up the lights over the basketball court and we got nice table cloths from the RS and put vases with flowers in them for centerpieces :).  I loved doing that for them and it turned out really great!  Between the cups/Cups Song, buying himself a Princess Sophia backpack on Amazon, and all the other goofing around... I think Bradley had fun :).  I loved it! And we can't not talk about how much Sadie loved the few minutes she got with them.  She was luckily napping for most of the dinner.  Brad had wanted to show her off a little, so he went up to her room to see if she was awake yet (it had been a while, but she wasn't crying so I wasn't sure and waking her up is never a good idea).  He came back down with her with the news that she was just sitting there in bed, awake!  So he took her around to meet everyone.  She's basically in love with Brandon so she loved seeing him.  Then when we were on the driveway with everyone, putting away the tables and chairs- such good boys!  They cleaned up the whole court!- Sadie was standing there, cheesecake jar and spoon in hand, talking with a few of the girls.  Tessa, Lilly and Kennedy were really cute with her, asking her how old she is and her favorite color.  Super cute!  She was holding her spoon and trying to hold up two fingers at the same time!  So adorable!  Then I was able to tell Tessa how we were trying to teach Sadie to say, "Tessa is cute" earlier and since Tessa thought that was cute, we had Sadie say it... it was ADORABLE!!!  I loved it :).  We said goodbye to them and they were on their way!  They went to the dance and then Brandon's afterwards for dessert and games.   9-18-21


JEN'S BIRTHDAY PARTY

We kind of lost track of time on Sunday, enjoying our sabbath too much- not a bad thing!- but we forgot it was time to go to Jen's birthday party.  So after dinner, just as we were about to turn on The Chosen, we scrambled everyone together, grabbed some cards, a gift, and headed up to Daybreak.  We got there about an hour late.  I felt so bad.  But of course, right after we got to the little park by Ruth's house, Molly needed to go to the bathroom.  So we walked to Ruth's, used the bathroom, came back to the park and everyone was cleaning up their chairs and getting ready to leave.  So we were there for approximately 15 minutes.  Hopefully the kids' cards were meaningful and made up for it.  It was a nice drive home.  We keep having these really great discussions in the car when we're driving to and from Grandma's.  It was nice.  I've actually really been enjoying Sundays lately.  9-19-21


CELLO RENTAL

She's doing it!  Erika is really going to try the cello!  This is exciting!  I am really proud of her for wanting to do something different.  I hope she enjoys it, however long she plays.  She's really excited!  A little nervous to tell Mrs. Burns that she has to miss an hour of class every week, but once she gets past that... HA! We went and checked out her cello on Monday night.  She got to try out the cello to see if she really wants to do it.  I'm excited for her.   9-20-21


FHE

Luke taught a really cool lesson this week.  It wasn't his week, but we let him fill in for Sadie.  He had had a really cool seminary lesson and wanted to try it on us.  He had someone eat a peppermint candy and someone else eat a lemon while we talked about blessings and trials for a minute.  Counting the number of times the Lord said "multiply blessings" in the chapter from last week.  It was a cool discussion and then he topped it off with giving them both a glass of orange juice.  He pointed out that it is interesting how the person who got the yummy treat didn't enjoy the orange juice as much, but the one who had the trial of eating the lemon (Jack really dramatized how hard this was, which was perfect :)) really enjoyed the orange juice and thought it was even better than usual.  This is how we are with trials.  It makes the good days and blessings that much more enjoyable.  Kinda cool!  We played Nate's game- Four Corners and had my treat chocolate chip pumpkin cookies.  It was a good night!  9-21-21


RACE CATS

It's been really fun to hear about race cats from Molly this time around.  She seems to like it!  Erika (and Kate I'm told) keep talking about how good she is and how amazing it is that she is so good :).  So that's been fun to hear about.  I've really looked forward to the day when she got her time to shine for a while, she's wanted to be a runner since she learned how to talk.  "I a runna like Ewika!"  9-22-21


MINISTERING INTERVIEW WITH MERRIT

I really loved my interview with Merrit this time.  I just love talking to her.  And Bro. Jacox came in and was hilarious as usual too.  It was a fun hour hanging out with them :).  It's nice to hear people who feel the same about things.  I don't get that most places.  I appreciate all their compliments and enjoy being with them.  9-23-21


DATE WITH DAN AND ADELE

We went up to Texas Roadhouse Thursday night.  That was fun!  I love talking with them too.  It's good we have them in our lives.  9-24-21


TYLER ENGH VIEWING

This was a hard night!  I hated seeing the Enghs in such a tough spot.  They have had a lot of trials as a family.  It's just good that they are such a close family.  (or seem to be)  It was fun to see his video (his cute son was taking care of) with the pictures and they included testimonies, I had no idea some of his interests.  I stood in line by Jay and Karla Denison.  It was a little like a reunion with the Engh kids and the Denisons, but I didn't enjoy seeing the Denisons as much as the Enghs.  They always make me feel kinda crappy.  I loved seeing the Engh kids though.  Jen said some sweet things.  I can't believe the condition she is in.  She had a cane.  Such a good family.  I hope they are able to feel some peace and comfort over the matter.  9-24-21


FUN RUN

Friday was race day!!  We were so excited!  It's always a little like Christmas at our house on the Fun Run day.  Molly was able to go to the morning class and get a bib and run the race with them (they do the Kindergarteners in the morning), which we thought was going to be such a great thing.  If only she hadn't fallen down and skinned her hip!  Such a bummer!!  It was then that I was actually really grateful the Brad had skipped school (at Jami's request) and been there to run with her.  He walked with her to the finish line.  I was so bummed we didn't get to see how she did.  She was doing really well before she fell Brad said.  So we cleaned her up and then got all ready for the big kids!  Erika and Jack look so grown up these days, being the big kids at the school.  I really can't believe Erika is a big sixth grader!  This was her last year of the Fun Run, it was the first day she was able to use her ankle after the week off it from spraining it, and she did so amazing!!  She and Kate ran together the entire time and then right at the end she was able to pull ahead a few feet and came in first!  Pretty cool!  She would have been just as happy if Kate had finished first, but it was fun to see her enjoying her own victory for a change :).  This was her first time getting first, she usually gets second to Kate.  I was so proud of her!  They came in WAY before the rest of the girls and not far behind the boys.  She was probably 10th or 11th over all.  So cool!!  Brad keeps telling her she needs to run with the cross country team this summer :).  Brad and Jack came running in together.  That was fun.  Jack ran almost the entire time!!  So proud of him!  It was a lot of fun to see him with his long strides at the beginning!  Such a cool kid!   I just love that these kids run.  I'm so proud of them and so impressed with the progress they are making!  9-24-21


BORDER WARS FOR BRADLEY

Friday was also Brad's race!  He was running in Border Wars up at Sugarhouse park.  We needed to make a mad dash to get down there, picking up Luke and racing the clock.  We got there, drove around the park looking for a parking spot for quite a while, then parked not knowing where the finish line even was.  Then we walked about a mile (which felt much longer with Sadie and tired kids in tow) to get to the finish line.  We got there, but after Brad had taken off so we were just waiting to cheer him on at the finish line.  We started watching the finish line at about 14 minutes and stood there eyes peeled for about 12 before deciding we weren't watching Brad's race, there was no way he was coming in after 26.  Although, after the morning Fun Run and having kids come way later I was starting to wonder if he had fallen or something.  So I decided to text him and ask him when he's running.  He texted me right back and said he had just finished!  That he ran at 3:00.  I was so confused because we had been right there!  There's no way he could have run!  So I called him.  As we were talking he walked over to us.  It was such a bummer!  We had missed him coming through because of the guy who was throwing up while he ran!  We had turned away in disgust right as Brad was running by.  He says, "A guy threw up right next to me!"  That's how we knew.  So sad that we didn't get to cheer him on!!  He did really good though!  Got a PR of 20:12!!  So cool!!  Sadie wanted to see Brandon before we left, but then we just headed back to the car.  We had to stop and get Fiiz on our way home (it's not really on the way, but you get it).  9-24-21


TEST DRIVING CARS

We are finally getting to the car buying process with Kelly!  Not a moment too soon.  She really needs a car.  Nate took her earlier in the day, they did some of the paper work stuff at a dealership in Layton.  Then that evening she got a call that she could come in and test drive some of them.  So I went with her.  We drove a Honda CRV- loved it!  It was smooth, seemed really nice, good miles, good price- this was the cheapest one she was testing.  Then we drove a Honda Accord that smelled like it had been smoked in and was not a smooth ride.  We really didn't like it at all.  Drove it around the block and took it back.  Then the Toyota Yaris or whatever it was called.  This was not much better than the Accord.  Smelled horrible and was kind of small.  We weren't huge fans of that one either.  All of them needed to be cleaned, so we tried not to judge them on looks, but it was hard to like those last two.  So I guess we'll see what's next!  9-24-21


SATURDAY FUN A DAY EARLY

So since the Ferguson Reunion was Saturday night, we decided we needed to do our Saturday Fun on Friday night instead.  It worked out because Nate was working.  Otherwise it probably would have been our date night.  We pulled out "outing" and Bradley.  Brad was gone so I bribed Erika with the option to choose if she would take Sadie out on the swings while I test drove cars with Kelly.  She finally picked going to ice cream and the pet store!  Pretty creative.  This ended up being a lot of fun!  And we had Kelly and Bradley with us!  We are happy to have big kids on the weekend :).  We savor those moments.  We went to Petco and it was closed already (it was only 7:45! so weird), so we walked over to Harmons for some gelato!  That was  fun cuz we hadn't been there in a while.  We used to go there all the time on our bike rides.  We sat outside to eat it.  Then we walked back to the car and decided the pet store in Centerville could be an option.  We were so happy it was open.  We loved looking at all the animals with Molly and Sadie.  Everyone wants to show them everything- that was cute.  Even Jack enjoyed this part too!  The kitties were fun to look at also.  We headed home and turned on a movie (San Andreas Fault) for a movie night ending.  The kids seemed happy.  I was glad.  9-24-21


STAKE 5K

I can't believe these kids were willing to run another 5K the day AFTER running the first one!  Well, and it wasn't everyone.  Charity (yes, she was home!  She had come down the night before and watched the movie with us- she was there for the lantern festival Saturday night with Isaac! we love these opportunities to see her!) stayed home sleeping in with Molly watching her show next to her on the couch.  But Nate and Jack ran together- he said Jack didn't stop hardly at all!  I rode my bike pulling Sadie- she was not happy for the first 2 miles, but after we stopped and got her some toast at home she was happy.  Kelly and Luke walked together.  I was happy to see them together when they came in.  I love these guys with their sibs.  Bradley was running his little heart out and came in 2nd overall (well, technically a bike came in first, but that doesn't count) and got a new PR- yep, better than the day before!- at 19:36!!!  SO COOL!!  Then Noah came in at !!!  And Erika at 24:49!!  They did so good!!!  So proud of all three of them!  It was a great way to start our day!  We grabbed Molly and Charity and dropped off the bike and trailer and went to IHOP for breakfast!  Pretty fun!!  9-25-21



SATURDAY AFTERNOON

Saturday afternoon we juggled a few things- Noah going to Jacob's party at Lagoon, soccer games, me passing out volleyball stuff for my new calling in the sports with Christie, and Nate leaving for work.  It was a typical Saturday :).  It was a hot day- so a little less enjoyable being outside, but we had fun.  Erika's game was awesome!  She only scored twice which isn't much for her, but she assisted pretty much every other shot!  Pretty fun!  And Molly scored twice at her game too!  So fun!  9-25-21


FERGUSON REUNION

With our soccer games being so late, we were an hour and a half late for the reunion.  Which was a bummer.  But once we were there, we had a really great time!  It was fun to see everyone who came!  I was surprised to see Janice and her grandkids.  KC and Shannon.  Carol and Bill were there with a bunch of their kids.  Tammy.  Then of course Ike and Gloria and Kiera and Carol and their families.  That was fun.  I loved seeing my dad with his idol again :).  It was so fun to talk with Ikey as usual.  He was telling me stories about my dad.  The first one was about when he had my dad come stay with him and Gloria in their student apartment down in Provo and he was going to tease him about the food he ate there (just cereal and toast of course) and then my dad chimed in with how Ikey used to keep the stats for the basketball team so he got to go sit in the booth with him at a basketball game!  Pretty cool!  But then he told this story about a Christmas when my dad was about 10 and Ikey and Gloria had decided to take gifts to Nana and her kids on Christmas day.  They went to their house, gave them the gifts, and then my dad scurried off to his room.  He was gone a while and then came back, asked his mom something, she said yes, then he left again.  When he came back he had a little gift he'd wrapped in a piece of wrapping paper from a previous gift, and gave it to them.  When they opened it, it was a little hand made cub scout head made from felt, that my dad had made for Nana, but asked if it was okay to give to them.  They were so touched by the gift that they have that and only that on their tree every year now!!  How cute is that!!!!  I loved it!  I never get to hear those kinds of stories about my dad.  And at the same time I couldn't help but think about how sacrificing Nana was.  To let him give away the gift he gave her.  Because knowing her- I doubt she got any other gifts!  I was thinking that as a mom, that would have been difficult.  But she was always so sacrificing.  I loved it.  It was cool to hear my dad almost tearing up about his Aunt and Uncle, Ikey's parents, always giving him a gift for Christmas.  It sounded pretty touching.  Very cool!!  I just love family.  Family is the best!  The reunion ended abruptly I think everyone needed to get to the football game-HA!- but we just went up to my dad's to hang out a little more with him and Steve.  It was a good evening.  I loved it!  Can't wait til next year!   9-25-21


ANSWERS TO PRAYER

I don't know what got into me on Sunday.  This happens a lot, but I'm usually able to diffuse it.  Lately, since church is so uncomfortable, it's been harder, and I think forgetting my mask and feeling like a jerk because of that I really struggled to enjoy the company of our ward and really just suck it up on the things that were weighing on my mind.  So you get the picture- kind of down in the dumps, self-pity, frustration, not feeling The Spirit, discouraged, judged, irritated, missing my husband... Luckily, I said a little prayer in my heart.  I was pleading with the Lord to help me let go of these feelings and move on.  I was asking Him to help me feel the peace that I KNOW I can feel at church.  It occurred to me that it was a fast and testimony meeting and my heart was missing the days when my kids all used to get up and bear their testimonies.  So I threw in a little, "could you please prompt one of my kids to bear their testimony today?" I knew it depended on their reception to the Spirit and I knew I didn't want it to be forced, so I was willing to let it go if Heavenly Father didn't grant my every wish, but I had hope :).  It wasn't long before I was able to smile, able to think clearly, and feel a little bit of strength from the Spirit.  I was so happy that my prayer had been answered so quickly.  I enjoyed a lot of the testimonies and all but forgot that I had asked Heavenly Father for my kids to get up when cute Kelly squeezed past me on our pew.  And right behind her was Charity :).  I was so happy!!  They both bore such powerful testimonies I realized it wasn't just about them getting up it was about what they said!  Made my day!  It was a bonus that they both got up there.  Then right after that Noah and Bradley were both up there.  Such cool kids!!  All of my kids are cool, not just these four, but in that moment I was extremely grateful and feeling so much love from my Heavenly Father for those four and their testimonies.  I know the others have testimonies, no doubt in my mind, it just wasn't their week!  And I don't know who felt prompted to stand up or who did it on their own.  But I had to give the credit to my Heavenly Father and my Savior.  What a blessing it was to have that little bonus prayer answered.  I have been blessed with many opportunities lately to feel Their Love.  It's been really special.  I feel like if there was a time I needed that more, it's now.  I love knowing that They love me and take me as I am, but that They are also willing to help me to improve and become the best version of me.  I loved it.  I'm so grateful for these tender mercies and for the beauty of the Gospel.  It was nice to feel some peace.  9-26-21


INTERNAL MEDICINE FOR KELLY

For the next step of our wild goose chase with Kelly's mysterious pain, we were to see an Internist.  We chose Nurse Practitioner Carra Brandley.  She was really nice, very thorough, asked all the right questions, got a lot of information out of us in such a short visit.  She determined that the next step would be ultrasound on her legs and a heart monitor.  So that is scheduled for next week.  Here's to the next thing.  I hope we find something useful.  Kelly has been such an amazing example of faith and hope and most of all patience through all of this.  I cannot even begin to express how frustrating it is to see such a beautiful, strong, caring, and service-loving daughter of God go through the pain that she does so frequently.  It seems so unfair yet I know that this is playing a role in her development.  I know that she will be and even better person when she comes to the end of this trial (assuming it ends) and that she will have the opportunity to reach out to our Father in Heaven and receive the peace and comfort available through Christ's Atonement.  She is such a beautiful spirit and such a light in my life.  I'm so grateful for the time that I get to spend with her even if it is in waiting rooms and doctor's offices.  I hope that for her sake it can end soon though.  9-27-21


GLOW UP BRADLEY

Brad had his big day!  Got his braces off!!  We were so happy for him!  I loved the text he sent Kelly a couple months ago when we made the appointment- it was something like: Put September 27th on your calendar! and she asked why and he said, "It's glow-up Bradley day!"  Which just cracks me up- I didn't know that was a term of course, but I love it!  Bradley really doesn't need to do much more glowing.  I feel like he is a bright light in the world.  I get so many compliments on Bradley and how nice he is, how well-behaved, what a loyal and good friend he is, etc.  He really is just such a good kid.  I couldn't ask for better.  If I did, I'd feel pretty greedy :).  He makes my life brighter and makes the tough things seem doable.  He sets such an example of pushing through challenges and pushing through trials that I really can't complain about any of mine.  He's a tough kid.  I love who he is becoming and can't wait to see what he does with his life.  And now he has his braces off so we get to see his cute dimples more often!  We were worried they'd be a little rusty from him holding back these last couple years, but nope!  They still work!  Cute as ever :).  So happy for him (and all the cute girls who liked him with braces and will now probably like him even more! HAHA!!).   9-27-21


FHE

Molly was our lesson today and she was in one of her moods so we did the easy- have everyone pick a picture from the box and tell about it.  I was able to get Molly to ask each person why that story was important to our lives and she did a great job!  I am really proud of Molly and all that she does.  Even when it's hard and feels like she can't do something, she is really learning to branch out and do new things.  Especially with the start of Kindergarten.  I think she has been able to kind of stay little until this year and has had to step it up real quick with a lot of things.  But she's doing it so well!  I'm so glad we have Molly in our family and have her sweetness.  She really is a thoughtful, kind, sensitive little girl.  We had Nate's drumsticks for the treat, and played Ring Around the Rosie for Sadie's activity.  It was one of those nights where we were all kind of dragging.  I'm glad we still had Family Night though.  Always feels good once we're doing it.  9-27-21


OPEN GYM FOR NOAH

Noah started open gym this week.  I'm so proud of that kid!!  He does so many things these days and does them all on his own!  Remembering his schedule, being on time and ready for stuff, reminding me when I forget it all!  He's mentioned recently that he really likes starting his day with a shower!  So now he gets up at 6:00 am so that he can shower and get all ready before Study time.  Which he is always present for.  I don't think he's missed a day in months!  Minus for school things.  I've been so impressed with him.  He had to go early this week for open gym and it wasn't too much of a change to get up just a little sooner to be at the school at 6:00.  He plays hard and then comes home to shower real quick before going back to school.  He's doing all this so he can try out for the basketball team.  I hope he makes it and if he doesn't, I hope he knows it's only because the coach is a terd :).  9-28-21


CELLO FOR ERIKA

Erika started orchestra this week!  She had her first one on Tuesday morning after play practice.  I was really proud of her for remembering everything and being so excited for this new challenge.  She is going to do great and I know that because of how she does everything else.  I'm impressed with her ability to try new things.  Even when her friends are not doing them.  I'm happy with how this year has been going for her and all the things I've heard about her at recess and in class.  She's still just such a good example to the kids around her.  We all see it.  She reaches out to the kids in need.  She is always so forgiving of her friends and so willing to move on.  She is a good friend and has so much fun.  Even if she does "laugh too much" she is really just a good, fun-loving, sweet daughter of God.  I hope she has as much fun playing the cello as she thinks she will :).  9-28-21


SOMETHING OUT OF THE BLUE BECAUSE I LOVE YOU

Sadie and I took time to go to Walmart this week and search for blue gifts for Nate.  We put them all in a blue lunch box and put a little note on them that said, "Something out of the BLUE because I love you!"  It was so much fun!  I stuck it on the seat of his car so he would get it as he left for the mid Tuesday night.  Made me happy to get his Marco Polo thank you while I rocked Sadie.  9-28-21


ELEMENT 4

So I haven't said much about my Life Book that goes along with this eating plan I've been doing.  In fact, I don't think I've said much about my eating plan.  I've been keeping it to myself because I know some people don't enjoy hearing about it.  But my second cousin Kiera Ferguson Ritterbush contacted me on Facebook and offered me a discount on this plan she is coaching.  At first I told her no a few times, but after a while of trying what worked for me before, after Molly when I lost 60 lbs, and that not working and then keto being fruitless also, I called her up and told her I was ready.  It's expensive, but I feel like it's helping me so much!  I've lost 29 lbs already, in just two months!  And I'm hoping to knock off at least another 30.  It took me a lot longer to lose this much last time so that's been awesome, but even more than the weight loss, I am learning such better habits and learning to focus on my mental and emotional health as well as physical.  The first three elements in this book were kind of obvious and didn't mean a whole lot to me, but this fourth one!  I am loving it!  It's all about diffusing negative emotions.  I really needed this!!  And I don't know if I knew how much I needed it!  Stop. Challenge. Choose is what it says and it is helping me so much to deal with all kinds of situations!  I feel like a different person.  If I think about why I am feeling something, and then focus on how I would like to feel, I am learning to change my reaction time and to get rid of the negative forces!  It's been so cool!!  I don't know if I can share specific examples, maybe I can think of some, but I feel like a different person because of it.  It's been awesome!  9-28-21


DAVIS DISTRICT CHAMPIONSHIP

Bradley ran in the Davis District Championship on Wednesday.  Nate and I were there, at the Layton Park, to cheer him on!  He did so well!!  He didn't do as well as he had wanted (he's had a lot of improvement the past week so I think he had some unrealistic expectations because of that) and it was hard to really gauge what a good time would be since it was 2.75 miles instead of a 5K, so that was tricky, but I thought he did great!  And just like it's been this season, he seemed to recover so quickly afterwards!  That's been a cool little improvement.  So proud of this kid and all that he does!  9-29-21


SADIE AND RED LIGHTS

Whenever we stop at a red light Sadie screams at me to "DOH!" It's so funny.  She doesn't love stopping.  She always asks what I'm doing and why I'm not going.  9-29-21


FLAG FOOTBALL/VOLLEYBALL

We started up with Flag Football for the boys this week, which they of course love and I love hearing about all their fun plays and goals.  We also started my new calling of Sports Assistant at Volleyball this week!  Christie and I went all out and walked around a personal invitation to Volleyball to all the young women along with these cute little "volleyball" zipper pulls I made using the Monkey fist knot- awesome, right!?- so we were very thrilled with our awesome turn out!  Well I was :).  Last time they had volleyball they had two girls- five the time before- we got NINE GIRLS THERE!!  Pretty sweet!  We had to split up our team so that the other team of one girl could play.  Everyone had a great time!  It was awesome!  I loved it.  I think Erika was okay with having her mom there :).  9-30-21


CLEANING THE TEMPLE

Nate and I volunteered (separately, not knowing the other one had signed up, which is funny) to clean the temple Thursday night.  It was a little bit of a sacrifice, getting in Sunday clothes at 9:00 at night, but of course once we were there, we were in heaven :).  As you know I LOVE cleaning the temple.  It's just so cool.  I don't know why.  They split us all up into groups, we were whittled down to us and the Nybos and then each given a vacuum!  I got to vacuum the laundry/sewing room with a few offices and the room where the baptismal clothes are passed out.  I got to vacuum a couple hallways and then he took me to the doors leading out to the parking garage, and asked me to vacuum the whole hallway there, around the atrium and down to the baptistry.  I was more than happy to do it, but of course had the little thing in my brain where I try to think of more efficient ways to do things and wondered why the temple wouldn't have a giant vacuum.  It would have taken a LOT less time to use something like that, but maybe this could be an analogy with life.  Slow and steady, ya know.  Or realizing that some things can't be rushed or done more efficiently.  Like our growth.  I don't know.  I thought about that the whole time :).  I wanted to do my best though so I developed a system to cover every last inch :).  Pretty funny probably, but I felt very "thorough".  It was a great night spent in the Lord's house.  Wouldn't trade it or all the sleep in the world for it.  Which speaking of sleep- after we got home around 12:30, we found a text from Bradley asking us to wake him up because he was rocking Sadie.  She of course woke up when Nate woke up Bradley and since Nate had to wake up to go to work in a few hours, I decided I better rock her.  I was up until about 3:00 rocking her to sleep and then having her wake up over and over as I tried to place her in bed.  She normally does so good!  It was crazy!  I was very tired the next day, but somehow still had the strength to get a lot done.  I'll give the credit to Heavenly Father for that one.  9-30-21

Sunday, September 5, 2021

AUGUST 2021

 JUST PLAN ON IT

This week with nursery went a lot better for Sadie and I.  I had decided to just plan on being in there the whole time.  She only sat on my lap for a few minutes and then made herself more at home with the toys and treats and stuff.  It was good.  I just had to stop thinking I was going to leave ever.  It's just too short of a time for her to get used to it.  But she had fun for the most part.  We've got to figure out how to get her to stop shoving and punching kids.  I don't know what to do.  She did miss Rishelle.  8-1-21


BOYS BACKPACKING TRIP

Nate and the older three boys have been planning this backpacking trip with Travis Maughan for a while.  They were really anxious for it.  It was fun to watch them pack and we were all thrilled that their packs would be much lighter this year.  This was a much longer trip- Monday- Saturday- so they needed more stuff, but they consolidated so much and decided to sleep in hammocks.  I was nervous for them, but also very confident in their abilities.  It was a pretty long week.  We tried to do some fun things and get out and play, but nothing quite passes the time quick enough.  I'll have to have them tell about their adventures.  They got up around 4:00 to go.  I was in the room to say goodbye, but definitely not all the way here.  We took a picture, hugged them goodbye and hoped and prayed for a safe trip!  8-2-21


KELLY CAMPING AT SIERRA'S CABIN

We also said goodbye to Kelly Monday morning.  She was headed up to Sierra's cabin.  We were a little nervous about how this was going to go.  Lots of people with significant others invited, but it turned out to be a LOT of fun.  I was happy for her.  She did a lot of fun stuff in Park city and around the area but I think her favorite part was just sitting around doing nothing with everyone.  She keeps talking about that.  I'm glad she had fun.  We sure missed her!!  8-2-21


OH WALMART

It's been a while since Walmart messed up on my order (besides strange substitutions), but this week they didn't just mess up on my order, they gave me someone else's.  It was almost funny, but also really REALLY annoying because then I had to wait another day for mine.  The 12 pack of Diet Coke was the hardest thing to get rid of.  I had Erika take the dog treats up to Hayden's house.  We used the rolls for sliders, ate the gummy candies pretty quickly, still haven't touched the spinach or the crystal light, used the asparagus and ate the Oh's pretty fast.  So strange.  If only we could have got a really huge order of all of our favorite foods... yeah right.  8-2-21


BATH BOMBS

One of the things on Erika's list of fun was making bath bombs.  We bought the stuff for these around Christmas last year, to make for Molly, and never did it, so it's been much anticipated.  Unfortunately, it didn't really go all that well.  We tried a batch that worked pretty good, but after letting them sit on the parchment paper while we made some more, we realized they were drooping!  Then the second batch got too wet so it was growing and fizzing all over the place.  I decided to do some research and learned that the recipe we were following had left out the cornstarch.  So we made plans to make them one more time with cornstarch.  That seemed like the cure for the drooping and over-wet-ness.  It took us til Saturday to finally try them again and they did turn out much better, but the big ones were not coming out of the molds very well.  It was pretty fun though.  Really quick.  We are thinking about doing these for Christmas gifts this year.  Might be fun :).  8-2-21


Eh-wih-DUH

Cute Sadie has finally got Erika's name figured out :).  It's the longest way to say Erika and sounds SOOOO cute!  She's been getting quicker at it all week, but it was super cute in the beginning with how slowly she would say each syllable.  She's really starting to talk a lot more lately.  8-2-21


SCHOOL SHOPPING

With all the older kids gone I thought it might be nice to split up the school shopping so I took the younger four to Target to pick out some clothes and things for school.  We found everyone a first day outfit.  Erika got a backpack.  It was a very productive trip.  8-2-21


CRAFT DAY

Tuesday was our craft day!  We headed over to Bennion for some of their little wood things to paint and they had a very tiny selection.  It was disappointing.  I think it could be because of lumber prices... not sure, but everyone managed to find something crafty to do :).  Erika painted a cute frame with little frames and decided she's going to surprise Kelly with it.  Jack got two dinosaurs to paint and worked really hard on the T-rex- we'll see if he gets around to doing the other one :).  I was really proud of how much detail he was able to put into it.  Molly got a little bug catcher :).  She did a great job too and enjoyed playing with it later.  I loved how she caught a boxelder bug and then let it go because he looked sad and lonely.  Sadie got a little box and was so cute painting that.  She would scribble her paint brush inside really quick for a half a second and then slam the lid shut before getting a different color on her brush.  She was hilarious.  I made a little sign for Sadie's room of her name.  I had done that for all my other girls (minus Molly, but Annie made hers) so it seemed appropriate.  Without any wood letters at the craft store, I had to get a little more creative.  Turned out to be pretty cute.  We also got some glass bubble things to make magnets out of.  This was pretty fun as well.  I don't think we'll try to do the stickers again though.  Didn't work as well as we thought it would.  But the ones we made are way cute and will look so cute on my new magnet board if we ever get that hung up.  8-2-21


RAMEN

One of the foods the kids requested for this week was Ramen :).  Jack was so excited about it, he offered to make it himself!  Chef Jack!  He did great!  Everyone loved it and I loved not having to cook.  8-2-21


ISLAND VIEW PARK

We went up to Island View Park with the Maughans on Tuesday night for dinner.  Grabbed some Chik-fil-a.  This was a lot of fun.  Got to chat with Emily.  That park is really amazing now.  I just don't like all the levels and trying to keep track of little people.  In fact we lost Sadie at the very end.  Or thought we lost her.  She had followed Molly into the bathroom.  That was a panicky few minutes.  So glad I thought to check the bathroom.  I loved when Sadie said, "Pooosh me mama, pooosh me!"  On the way home we realized we'd left Sadie's shoes at the park.  Luckily, they were still there when we went to get them after our movie the next day.  8-3-21


CHURROS

Instead of getting ice cream after the park we decided to try something different and went and got churros from Taco Time.  The kids loved this and apparently Jack really loves them :).  He had shared a lot of his with Sadie in the car and since I thought she couldn't eat the whole thing, promised him some of hers, but of course she was very into them and ate the entire thing.  Her last bite (could have been two or three) was the funniest.  I saw it in her hand, asked her if she wanted to share with Jack because he had been so nice to share with her, and she looks at me with this face like, "I don't care what your saying", and pushes the whole stump in her mouth.  It was so funny!!!  Shame on her!  But SOOO FUNNY!!  I made up for it on Friday by getting Jack two.  8-3-21


CROODS 2

I kept toying with the idea of going to a drive-in movie all week, but couldn't quite settle on it.  It's just SO LATE at night.  But when I had thrown the idea out there Jack was just as excited about and suggested we just go to a movie theater!  So I set my idea aside and went with the easy route :).  We settled on Croods 2 and went to a matinee.  It was kind of funny, I realized when we walked in that I'd forgotten my card (changed my pants darn it) and while I was able to buy tickets on my phone and that went just fine, I wasn't able to buy concessions like you normally can because it was so early in the day- the system wasn't set up for summer hours- and we were really wanting some popcorn!  But I got brave and asked an employee about it not working and he was so nice!  An older gentleman, he brought us to the concession counter, wanted to help out, then offered to buy us some popcorn if we couldn't get it to work, etc.  It was really nice of him.  Well, the girl at the counter was interesting and also very smart and had me give her my number to look up.  This was brilliant!  She looked it up and somehow we had points to get two free regular size popcorns!  (if I'd had a dollar we could have upgraded, but yeah, I didn't)  Can you believe that!!  FREE POPCORN!  This made my day.  Even carried me through the next two hours of juggling Sadie.  We were able to watch the previews and the first ten minutes or so of the movie and then we were out.  I thought she might fall asleep in my arms, so I just carried her around as I walked the halls.  After about a mile of that I decided maybe she wasn't tired enough yet, so I let her run around.  Then another mile of that I tried picking her up again for nap and of course nothing was going the way I'd planned.  We tried going back into the movie a few times, but it was not working.  So finally I just sat down outside the theater and let her wander around aimlessly.  She was pretty tired and grumpy by then.  It was good the movie was almost over.  I talked her into going back in and we did see the last few minutes of the show which seemed pretty fun.  I loved that I got to hear Jack laugh when Thunk throws the rock and it doesn't quite make it then falls down and lands on a catapult that launches a big thing into the bad guy's eye.  He really loved that movie and can't wait for it to be on Disney+.  It wasn't my favorite part of the week, but I'm glad the other three had a good time.  We ran home to get my card then went and got some Panda for lunch.  8-4-21


MOLLY TEETH CLEANING

Molly got to go get her teeth cleaned on Wednesday!  I say "got to" because she was SO EXCITED about it.  It was pretty cute.  It was like a fun little date for us :).  She did so well and no cavities so thanks to Emily's idea she scored a $10 shopping spree at the store of her choice.  Choosing a store was difficult, but she settled on Walmart after browsing Bennion for a while.  She actually made good use of that $10!  She got a soccer ball, a notebook, and some Fun Yuns!  It was a lot of fun to spoil her like that.  Until the next time we were at the store and she thought she needed to get a bunch of new toys.  8-4-21


GAGA BALL AND THE SOUNDS OF SUMMER

Wednesday night Erika got to go to YW all by herself!  It was a combined activity with the boys so she would have had four siblings there with her on any other week, but with everyone gone it was just her!  She was nervous about that, but said it was fine after the first few minutes.  I was so happy for her :).  It sounded like they had a lot of fun!  She was the winner of one of the rounds, which is totally cool.  She keeps talking about how funny Danika was.  She had a good time.  While she was gone the little kids played with all the neighbor kids while I did my new puzzle :).  It was so fun to hear the kids outside the evening.  It sounded like summer!  The old summers where the kids just played and played.  I don't know why it stood out to me, but it did.  I loved it.  It was nice that they were having fun with Sadie too.  So I got a little break.  8-4-21


THURSDAY- PINEVIEW

We planned a fun, simple trip to Pineview with the Maughans for Thursday.  This was exciting and ended up being just a lot of fun.  I was so glad we did it!  The weather was pretty great, even a little cloudy for a while.  The kids played on the two simple tubes we brought.  I got my swimsuit on and played in the water for a while which was fun.  We  wrestled with Sadie's moods.  We ate some of our snacks, but liked the Maughan's snacks better.  We all got sunburnt.  It was the perfect little trip.  We all laughed when the lady put her stuff about five feet away from ours when the beach was almost completely clear- HA!  always happens.  I couldn't believe how low the water was! We stayed for about four hours without any complaints and then it was time to pack up and go get Kelly from Kamas. 8-5-21


PICKING UP KELLY

Kelly had wanted to come home early to go to Audrey's reception so we planned to pick her up that day.  This was really kind of uneventful, but I was pretty proud of myself for two things- 1- I was able to figure out that it would be quicker to go from Pineview straight to Kamas rather than coming home and going the other way, and it worked!  We made it there in an hour and twenty minutes.  This was thanks to my new knowledge of the drive through that canyon to Brad's campout.  2- I was able to make my broken card work when we needed gas in Kamas!  PHEW!!  That was a huge relief.  I was going to have to get real creative with Charity's card or something with sketchy service... would have been a pain.  So I was happy about that!  Not really proud- I didn't do anything- just glad and grateful!  The kids slept the whole drive.  Kind of peaceful really.  8-5-21


AUDREY NYBO RECEPTION

We scrambled and got into our Sunday clothes after stuffing our faces with spaghetti and meatballs, Molly's choice and headed down to Pioneer Park in West Kaysville for Audrey's reception.  There was a really long line to the back of the barn to greet them.  We talked with Leslie Perez and Balahadia girl- I cannot remember her first name.  It was a nice reception.  Gave Audrey and the Nybos our love, grabbed some cookies and milk and ran :).  Good times.  8-5-21


MOVIE NIGHTS

We had a movie night every night this week and never got tired of asking for them :).  It was actually really nice that they would pick one very easily and everyone would get along.  We watched Night at the Museum, Garfield, G-Force, Dumbo, Wild Hearts Can't be Broken (mostly just Erika while we were at the dentist), it was a lot of fun :).  8-5-21


VISITING CHARITY

Friday we got up bright and early to go visit Charity.  This trip could have used a little more planning, but we made do.  We ran to Walmart to get some of the secret sister gifts we needed, walked around and around that Walmart to find anything, but had a good time with Charity.  We still need to do that for their apartment stuff soon here.  Then we went to the toy store and wished we could have everything there.  This is a fun store, but I feel like I want to spoil my kids while I'm there, but my need to get the cheapest price for everything stops me.  I think they still have fun just looking, but... maybe not for too much longer.  Then we went and got some Chik-fil-a and took it to Adam's park.  The kids had a lot of fun and we all love seeing Charity no matter what the circumstances.  We said our goodbyes and dropped her off at her lonely (did I mention Isaac went with the boys?!  Charity about died of loneliness.  We were glad she only had one more day apart) apartment.  8-6-21


COCONUT COVE

After we got home and had some dinner we headed out to Coconut Cove with the Fergusons!  This ended up being a really fun place!  Erika had fun and Sadie had fun and the two in between!  Score!  It's not everyday we find something that pleases everyone.  I had fun talking with Isaac's mom.  Her older daughter seemed bored out of her mind, but hey, it's good to be bored once in a while.  It was interesting watching Sadie with the other little people in the under 3 area.  She was the bully walking around shoving everyone and hitting and punching.  Even when she went to hug and kiss Ella it turned into her rubbing Ella's head into the mat.  I'm not sure what to do with her.  I've gotta figure something out.  Good time though, I'm glad we had this idea.  8-6-21


SATURDAY AND WAITING

We knew the boys were coming home Saturday.  We knew it wouldn't be early in the day, but we were not prepared for just how late they would roll in.  We went to Kneaders for breakfast, got the house cleaned up, made our final batch of bath bombs which worked out pretty well.  Then we waited!!  Waited and waited and waited!  I finished my puzzle.  The little kids checked out the Maughan's new kitten.  Kelly bummed around with Sierra before finally giving up on the waiting and left to play with friends.  It was annoying that I made dinner for the boys a few hours BEFORE they came in full because they'd eaten pizza!  I mean, I'm glad they ate and weren't starving, but we just really weren't prepared for how long it would take them to get home :).  When Nate sent the text that they would be about 20 more minutes, I thought of the sign!  So we whipped up a sign real quick (without Kelly's help :)).  Sadie loved this part.  We got it up on the door and still had a few minutes to sit and wait some more.  It was pretty exciting when they finally drove up!  We walked over to the Maughan's to greet them.  They all looked so good!  It was so good to see them!!  They told us all about their trip for the next couple hours, showing us all their pictures and telling us all their stories.  Sounded like a hard, good time!  I'm so proud of them!  They were rockstars!  And they took good care of Isaac for Charity :).  We had one more movie night- Avengers-Infinity War to top off the week and then dragged ourselves to bed!  Good stuff.  8-7-21


SUNDAY WITH NATE

Nate has leave this week and next so we got to have him with us Sunday.  This was a nice change.  Sadie had a lot of fun in the nursery with me there.  I decided I need to stop thinking about leaving.  She will eventually (slower than my other kids because nursery is only a half hour right now and for the others it was 2 hours!) warm up to it I think.  I hope.  It's been fun to hear about all of Kelly's friends' mission calls and she has been to several wards a week to go to farewells.  Pretty fun and exciting for her to think about hers in a year :).  She is very excited to go on a mission.  8-8-21


FAMILY MEETING

We went to the family meeting all of us! and got to hear Austin talk about his travels in Russia and Macedonia.  Such a cool experience for them and really fun to hear about!  We loved it.  Talked masks and vaccines with Ali and Nancy.  Still so frustrated by this whole mess.  I wish it could be over.  8-8-21


GIRLS CAMP

Got up bright and early Monday morning to finish getting ready for Girls camp.  Nate was so nice to help with loading the car and getting the firewood.  I made sure to try to leave things in order for the boys.  I was kind of nervous about making the boys all take care of themselves, but I also knew things would be okay.  I wrote a meal and babysitting schedule on the board for them with numbers of ladies who they could call for help.  That made me feel better.  We were able to hug them all goodbye and head out to Bowmans for the breakfast rolls and drinks.  

We met up at Keeley's house, loaded last minute stuff in the trailer, waited, passed out the hoodies while the YCL's announced their tents, then had a quick devotional from Kara and then headed out!  

Our first day, we got up there, had lunch, set up camp, worked on journals, then loaded back up into the cars to go to Bloomington lake.  That was a cool place!  I was glad for the little hike-ish that lead to it since we didn't have any other hikes.  Not as glad with the fact that we brought 16 girls up to a lake with a rope swing and didn't let them play on the rope swing at all.  Karen vetoed it the minute we got up there.  Kind of lame if you ask me.  I wish she had said something before we went up there.  BUT it was still a really beautiful place!  The cliffs surrounding us were amazing.  A lot of the girls, Kelly and Erika included, floated/swam over to the other side and had a lot of fun doing that.  I was glad they made it fun rather than just sitting around worried about things like a lot of the adults.  We got back to camp, had delicious fajitas courtesy of the Noriegas, and then sat around the fire for Aubrey's devotional and then to listen to the Jacox's fireside.  They did such a great job!  I LOVED having them speak!  I loved Bro. Jacox's "it sucks to suck" award. HAHAHA!!  That was a very inspiring night.  I had a lot of fun talking with the ladies in our tent that night.  Keeley and I went on too long.  

Day 2 was really fun.  We had a lot of free time planned that turned into craft time.  The girls decorated their draw string bags and played cards and games.  All the adults fretted over the schedule.  We went up to the Minnetonka cave and got to do that tour.  I was really happy that they let Keeley and I (and Nate and the Bishop) go with all the girls.  The rest of them followed behind.  We were so happy when the tour guide pointed out the "room" that has the best acoustics and asked if anyone wanted to sing something.  This was cool because Kelly had had the idea to sing our song in the cave and was wanting to ask for permission to do that.  So we actually got to sing our song in the cave!  Just the first verse and chorus.  Our guide stood their very reverently listening and seemed to be in tears by the end.  In the words of Keeley she had a total returned missionary vibe.  The spirit was so incredible with that song in there.  So beautiful!!  Course that song always gives me chills.  We decided that because we opened up our world to our guide, she then felt comfortable opening up to us and in the room where they turn off all the lights, she pointed out that that is what it must have been like when there was no light for three days after Christ's birth.  Which was really cool to think about.  I loved that she shared that with us.  After the cave and waiting for the rest of our group we went back to camp.  We got to have some more free time and also solo time!  This was much anticipated since I was the one who gathered all the letters from parents.  I loved that part as a young woman.  That went well.  They seemed to make it last forever.  I loved seeing Erika over in Nate's hammock, not too far from us, reading her scriptures and letters.  Cute girl.  This was about the time that I had to sit in on the bashing of the unvaccinated.  Kind of annoying, but prompted me to say a little prayer later when I heard Alix's devotional on prayer.  This was probably the coolest thing that happened at girls camp.  After the dinner (delicious Spaghetti that I splurged and ate!- and then regretted all night) we had our devotional, remarks from the Bishop, then our journal passing, song, and testimony meeting.  During the testimony meeting Aubrey Noriega had talked about her patriarchal blessing and then this line from mine popped into my head and I felt the distinct impression that that was an answer to my prayer just a few minutes before.  It was so incredible!  I was able to finally feel resolve on my decision to not get vaccinated yet.  So that was a huge relief and felt like a burden had been lifted.  I really loved feeling like I'd received personal guidance on the matter and could finally relax.  The testimony meeting was awesome.  Surprised me how great it was since we had only been up there for less than 48 hours!  That's the magic of girls camp.  I love that.  I loved hearing everyone's testimonies and cool things they'd learned from the few things we had done up there.  It was hard to think about it being Kelly's last one.  I wasn't even able to talk about it in my testimony because I knew I'd fall apart.  Keren's "it was either a demon or Angel" lightened the mood a little :).  I enjoyed hearing from almost all the girls.  It was especially good to hear Kelly and Erika.  I loved that we were all up there together and got to spend that time with them.  What a cool little miracle that they got to go to camp for one year together.  If it hadn't been for the recent changes they would have just missed each other.  It was a great time.  I loved sitting around the fire with the leaders talking about our teenage years :).  Lots of fun.  Then overtalking with Keeley in our tent again that night.  Fun stuff.  

Day 3 was a sad, but good one.  We took down camp, loaded the trailer and cars and headed out after taking more than enough pictures of everyone :).  We stopped at the Noriega's family's house on the main road that is right off the Bear Lake.  This was a fun time.  We got to make the muddy trek out to the water- it is SO LOW right now- and played on the dock and on the kayaks and canoes and swam... I had a great time with a few of the girls.  Then it was time for lunch and laying around on the grass before needing to head home.  I really loved that we got to play in Bear Lake.  I wish we could have done it more.  But such a fun time.  

What a blessing to have had this calling as Assistant Camp Director with Keeley.  I feel so lucky to have been able to go.  I don't feel like I did a ton, but I did get to order the hoodies.  I loved that the girls designed those and made all the decisions on those.  They turned out great!  Keeley registered for next year's girls camp on the way there, so it's settled, we're going to the Tetons next year!  For a whole four nights!  That gets me excited!  Although, I've gotta put the kabosh on the lame river ideas they were starting to settle on after having the plan to river raft!  We deserve rapids!!!  I hope I still have this calling by then!  

Things that I want to remember:
Fun talks in the car as we drove to different places, catching air on the big bumps
Being with Nate and witnessing his first girls camp
Time with my girls
That it doesn't help to worry
Getting to know Miranda
Talking with Erika on the way to the bathroom
Hearing all the girls thanking their YCL's for all that they did and loving on Kelly 
The excitement that teenage girls exude in all activities and facets of their lives

The boys did amazing while we were gone!!  I was so proud of them!  They even got themselves off to Young mens camp on their own too.  I was grateful for their cooperation.  It was nice that Jen and my mom could help on Wednesday as well.  Things just worked out and for that I was grateful!  Funny story- they were watching a movie where the power goes out and just as it went out on the movie, the power in our house went out too.  They checked the breaker and then found out it was out on the whole street, and it was only out for a little while, but how funny is that!  Pretty strange.  8-9-21--8-11-21


SCHOOL SHOPPING

Thursday we went and did some shopping for Kelly's apartment stuff as well as Jack's supplies for school.  It was a big trip and we spent a lot of money, but I think it may have helped Kelly with some of her anxiousness about moving soon.  She's excited too, I think she just needed to know she would have everything she needs.  8-12-21


CHARITY BACK HOME

We got to pick up Charity from her apartment in Logan, to come live with us for a week.  Her one apartment ended on the 12th and the next one won't be available until the 23rd, so she had to move all of her stuff home.  Kind of a pain, but we're happy about it :).  She has permission to work from the Ogden call center for her work as well, which is nice that she isn't having to commute up to Logan or something.  8-12-21


BALLOON LAUNCH

We got up at 5:30 Friday morning so that we could head up to the balloon launch in Sandy!  This has been a fun thing to do a lot of years.  I don't know if we can call it a tradition.  I usually talk myself out of it for Nate's sake, but since he was up at YM camp, I decided to do it with the kids.  They were surprisingly really excited about it.  We got there, got an awesome parking spot on the road just up from the park.  Sat on the top of the hill and watched them fill up all the balloons!  It was so much fun!  We all loved it.  Even Sadie sat there mesmerized by it all.  I was glad she wasn't too bored.  We were all relieved and so happy that they were able to launch!  It goes by pretty quickly and we just picked up and left once they'd all left, but so much fun!!  We got home around 8:00.  8-13-21


GRANDMA RUTHIE'S EARLY SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY AT THE ZOO

We actually made it up to the zoo kind of in time to party with everyone.  Feeding the giraffes was a big part of it and we kind of missed that- Molly got to do it with Ali- but we were there!  I wasn't suer we were going to make it up there.  It was a pretty hot day and for some reason Sadie was totally off the entire time- it was too hard for her to go from animal to animal.  She threw a lot of tantrums.  Then Kelly's legs were really bothering her too.  Molly wasn't too happy with the order that we were seeing the animals and all of this made for a less than exciting outing at the zoo for me.  I was kind of grumpy.  We were lucky we had Meg and her family with us and it was really fine, just not my favorite trip there.  We met up with everyone at Litza's for some lunch and to celebrate Grandma Ruthie.  It was a fun day.  8-14-21


DATE WITH NATE

Nate and I needed to get out!  We went to dinner at Jimmy Johns and then the movie Free Guy.  We had a lot of discussion about the most recent urges from the First Presidency about the vaccine as well as our Stake's recent decisions to go back to masks.  This is a strange world we live in.  I'm not super happy about it all.  I'd love to run away and come back when it's over.  It's so frustrating.  8-14-21


THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL

This week didn't go how I had planned.  I had wanted to do something big and exciting since Nate was off work still, but it just wasn't panning out.  We had so many little things- picture day at the school, teeth cleaning for Luke, ortho appointments, soccer practices, etc- so it was hard to have a whole day to do anything.  Kind of a bummer.  But it was kind of relaxing and made us feel like we were going to be okay going back to school next week.  8-15-21


SCHOOL SHOPPING

I took the older kids school shopping finally.  This was much harder than the younger kids.  We never did find any shorts for Luke.  Kinda crazy stuff these kids getting older!  8-16-21


FHE

Nate had us draw a picture of our favorite thing we learned this summer.  This was a cool thing to see what everyone learned.  I loved all the drawings of the backpacking trips.  This was a cool idea.  8-16-21


CAMP WRAP UP

Kelly and I worked really hard getting things ready for camp wrap up.  She was making the video and I was making the awards.  It was a great night, fun to think about girls camp again.  Sure missed all the girls though- we had a terrible turnout.  That was a bummer.  But I was glad we got to have it with Kelly there and that things went well.  Karen was so nice to give me a gift.  I got the "I'm going to girls camp not matter what" award.  Kelly got the Best Photographer award.  Erika got the Exterminator award :).  Fun stuff.  8-18-21


JACK BIRTHDAY SHOPPING

Jack got to go birthday shopping with Grandma Hatch and picked out a Jurassic World dinosaur I think it was the Spinosaurus.  He sure loves these things!  8-19-21


STAKE YOUTH CONFERENCE- GOOD JOB KELLY AND BRADLEY!

Kelly and Brad were both on the youth committee to plan this youth conference and spent months going to meetings.  We were all pretty excited for it by the time it was here.  Bradley got Brother Brad Wilcox to come speak, that was awesome!  I went for this part.  He did such a great job!  Talked about the gathering of Israel.  I loved it!  He's just so fun and so enthusiastic!  I wish I had emailed him when I had the thought that he might be late.  One of those times I didn't do what I thought I should do.  After that, the kids broke up into groups and did some self defense, some outside games (which were jeopardized a little with the wind), and a service project.  Then it was time for Nate's food :).  He made pulled pork sandwiches.  Everything went really well.  I was glad.  And proud of my kiddos!  This was Kelly's last official young women activity!  8-21-21


GOODBYE KELLY!

Saturday night we had a little "everyone come over for pizza" thing for Kelly.  I wish she'd let me do a little more with this, but she chose what we were doing.  She had a LOT of friends show up and hang out with her.  It's so strange that everyone is leaving on missions and stuff.  Watching my girls do this is crazy.  I remember that all too well.  I think they will all do great though.  Just hard watching them part ways- kind of.  It's a little different now days with things making it so easy to stay in touch.  I think she will stay friends with a lot of them.  It's getting harder and harder to think about her actually leaving.  I'm not ready.  8-21-21


BACK TO MASKS

So our ward is wearing masks again.  Kind of annoying.  Pres. Nelson urged us to get vaccinated and wear masks when social distancing isn't possible.  So I wore my mask as I came in to church (Even though I don't feel like I can't social distance as I'm coming in.  I think people forget that social distancing is 6 feet between you and anyone you are by for more than 15 minutes. I'm not going to be around anyone for more than 15 minutes as I'm walking in the building.  But whatever.) I took my mask off when I sat down on the pew with my family.  I feel totally fine with that.  Then I put it back on for nursery.  I don't love masks.  I think they're silly, but whatever.  I can comply.  8-22-21


FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

This was a big, special day!!  We got all dolled up in our new clothes, got pictures, and rushed everyone out the door for school!  Bradley is a Junior this year, Luke is a Sophomore, Noah is in 8th grade, Erika is in 6th grade with Mrs. Burns as her teacher!  We couldn't have been happier with that news.  Along with Kate and Morgan being in her class- pretty awesome!!  Jack is in 4th grade with Mrs. Hewett!  yay!!  And Molly is in Kindergarten but doesn't officially start til next week.  It was a good first day!  Unless you ask Luke- he said it was pretty boring.  I was glad they got to go back to a routine and see their friends, but it's always so hard to say goodbye and let them go again.  8-23-21


ANNIE'S WITH THE MOMS

Keeley invited all the moms to go to Annie's for breakfast on the first day of school.  I brought my three stooges with me :).  Kelly, Molly and Sadie and I just wanted scones so it was funny when everyone started ordering big breakfasts.  But whatever.  We had a great time talking with everyone and taking turns wrestling/ entertaining Sadie.  8-23-21


KINDERGARTEN ORIENTATION

Molly and I got to go to her classroom, do a little scavenger hunt for all the things she needs to know where they are, she got to decorate her birthday bag and I filled out some forms!  This was pretty exciting!  She has Jonah, Noah Barton and Milo Wiberg in her class!!  And MRS. PIPER!!!  She already knows Molly's name really well.  Going to be awesome!!  8-23-21


KELLY CHARITY MOVING DAY

Well, it really happened.  We took out the back seats of the van, loaded it and the Prius up with their stuff, and hauled it and the whole family up to Logan.  It was a little stressful trying to get up there in time to check in and Isaac was so helpful standing in line for them, then the mix up with the private vs. shared rooms.... a little more than Charity was ready to deal with.  She had worked so hard to get this apartment for these three girls, it was hard to watch it come crumbling down on her.  She was so quick to pick up the pieces though, offered to have a stranger for her roommate, wiped off the tears and moved her stuff in.  Kelly was also good at rolling with the punches that night.  I was really proud of both of them for being so brave and just toughing it out.  Didn't take us long (thanks to all our helpers) to get their stuff moved in- I was surprised.  Then we went to dinner at Costa Vida.  I know this isn't  our last time with them or anything, but it's just too real when we move all their things into somewhere else.  We got to say our goodbyes- Kelly gave everyone a card- we hugged, took pictures- cried!  It was very sweet, but very bitter at the same time.  So hard to say goodbye.  I'm going to miss my girls.  It was good to hear that they met their roommates and were pretty satisfied with them all.  Charity keeps saying that they are the sweetest girls on the planet.  Kelly got to stay up one night playing games with them- they are doing well and I couldn't be more relieved :).  8-23-21


TUESDAY

Monday night, when I went in to kiss Erika goodnight after rocking Sadie, I found her asleep in Kelly's bed (better mattress :) ), puffy-faced and wet from tears.  She had cried herself to sleep.  So I had to ask her in the morning what her plans were with her room situation and how soon she wanted to do the switch into Molly's room.  She was ready to do it right away!  I was surprised, but wanted to make it easier for her.  So Tuesday was the big day!  I moved my sewing table out into the hall, Sadie's crib into the toy room, then her dresser.  I had to clean up the toy room.  Then I was able to move Kelly's bed into Molly's room for Erika to use, then Erika's shelf into her new room.  Then I moved the sewing table into my new office, and moved Molly's dresser in there, moved Kelly's shelf into Molly's room for her to use for her clothes and things... I'm spelling this all out because it was like one of those games where you slide the numbers around and there's only one open space so you have to move everything just so to make the picture work.  It was a little crazy, but we did it!!  I got most of it done Tuesday before everyone got home and then finished up with some help from Erika Tuesday afternoon and Wednesday morning I was able to move the book shelf from the living room up to Sadie's room and a bunch of other things into the office.  Felt so good!!  Our house feels like it is lightening up.  Less clutter everywhere and less space being taken up!  I need to get on the room downstairs again.  For some reason when we have an empty room, it gets trashed!  I need to get the bed out of there and the clothing rack.  Can't wait to have our house in order!  8-24-21


LATE START

I'm not a huge fan of late start Wednesdays.  This was not my favorite thing.  The elementary kids go at 8:35, Brad and Luke go at 9:25, and Noah at 9:55!!  How annoying is that?!  We all decided that we'd still have study time at the same time to keep consistency, but after watching everyone sit around all morning, I'm not sure that is such a good idea.  I think they could use the sleep more?  8-25-21


JACK'S 9th BIRTHDAY AND FAMILY PARTY

Jack woke up bright and early, had study time with us, loved his sign that I made him :).  (and I tried really hard to make it spectacular since Kelly wasn't there to do her amazing work- I didn't want that to be a sore spot)  I forgot to do crepes so we had them the next morning.  He was very happy and cheerful all morning.   It was fun to spoil him with one gift- from Erika- it was a remote control shark!  Swims in the bathtub!  Pretty cool!  Then off to school.  He didn't want to do a treat for his class for some reason, but they did spoil him in his class.  When he got home he was really anxious for his party.  It was cute to see him so happy and excited.  He played with Will most of the afternoon.  When it came time for his party he couldn't resist inviting Bea and Will to come :).  We headed over to Gailey Park (Jack's choice) dinosaur bone cupcakes in tow and as we were driving over there, remembered the ward Primary's little carnival thing!  So we stopped over there for a quick turn in the fish pond- Jack got two turns, with a birthday gift and song! from everyone.  Popcorn and cotton candy were a must.  It was pretty cute and short which was nice since we were late for his family party.  But I think Jack really loved his attention and the fun there.  We got to Gailey Park- Grandpa was already there- Nate and Erika showed up with the pizza and drumsticks.  Then Grandma Ruthie, Jen, Becky and Jarom and River all showed up!  It was a fun party- I loved talking with my dad.  It got dark really quickly which was a bummer.  But we blew out candles, ate, opened presents real quick in the dim dusk light.  Jack got a bunch of dinosaurs and dinosaur stuff :).  He was pretty happy about that.  Grandpa gave him $20!!  He was super happy about that.  It was a good time.  We were glad Brad and Luke were able to snag the end of the party after young mens.  Happy Birthday Jack!!  We love you so much and are so proud of who you are and what you are doing with your life!!  Our family wouldn't be the same without you!!  8-25-21


JACK'S CAKE

I got a little creative with Jack's cake this time.  We had about 20 cupcakes (yes, from the 24 we took) from the night before and I was not wanting to just throw them away.  As well as all the chocolate dinosaur bones!  I didn't have anymore chocolate cake so I made some brownies instead.  They were pretty short so I got the idea to smash up the cupcakes (frosting, oreo crumbs and all) and spread that on top of the brownie.  Then I frosted around the perimeter so that we could stick Kit Kats all around- which is probably the reason Jack chose that cake- and then laid out the dinosaur bones and covered it all with oreo crumbs.  It was a fun cake to make!  Super easy!  And when they were all crowded around brushing the oreo crumbs off "excavating all the bones" it was totally satisfying :).  I think Jack really liked it.  I love making my kids happy on their birthdays!  So I had planned to make his cake all day and it really didn't take much time at all so I was able to do a lot of cleaning up for the party that afternoon.  8-26-21


MOLLY KINDERGARTEN TESTING

Molly's testing ended up being right before Jack's party!  She was super grumpy right before, choosing not to clean up her room, but she was able to pull it together for Mrs. Piper :).  I love that she has Mrs. Piper!  She did awesome in her testing!  She knew most of the letters and had very little mistakes on anything else.  I was not surprised, but happy she was able to convey her knowledge :).  She's probably one of a few who didn't get preschool at all before, so I'm glad she's been so interested in school stuff.  She was super shy and hardly talked when I was with her, but all was well.  So excited for Molly to go to school!  She is going to love it!  Although, I'm not sure what Sadie and I will do without her here during those 2+ hours!  8-26-21


BRAD'S PRE-REGION RACE

This was Brad's first race of the season.  He seemed excited/nervous about it.  I was happy we were able to finagle our afternoon so that I could go to his race.  I had to hurry up there from Molly's testing so I got there just as they shot the starting gun!  Then I was able to see him a couple times looping around- this was fun because I was able to Marco Polo Kelly during it.  Brad looked awesome!  He seemed much stronger this year, not as tired, but faster too!  I was pretty proud of him!  He was trying to break 13 minutes but would have loved to beat 12.  He came in at 12:39.  So not bad!!  He disappeared at the end and when I found him he was looking really good- not like he was going to throw up like he used to.  I think he's really getting better and faster!  Pretty awesome.  8-26-21


JACK'S FRIEND PARTY

Jack's party went really well!  With the exception of a few of them being late- there were no issues.  I was bummed that Nate and I had had to divide and conquer during the swimming part.  He took Jack and his four friends (Kason, Will, Liam and Ross) to the Bountiful Rec center and they got to swim and go on the yellow slide to their hearts' content.  Then brought them back for some pizza, cake and ice cream.  I had failed to give us enough time and with the late start, we were shoving food down their throats at the end there :).  He also took some time to open presents which was fun.  He had a few party guests who were a little out of control!  Kinda nuts.  But lots of fun and they all seemed happy so that was good.  Jack especially!  He loved his gifts- dino legos, more legos, a dinosaur, and a cool electronic gecko!  He's was so easy to please and so happy :).  8-26-21


SOCCER!!

Soccer started back up this week!  Noah, Erika and Molly are playing.  Noah and Erika had their first practices this week and Molly won't be having practices, but they all have games Saturday.  Pretty exciting!  Erika was glad that Emily agreed to coach one more season, so she has Kate and Morgan on her team again :).  Noah seems happy with his team as well.  Molly will be playing with her friend Henlie from Music Makers which is cool!  Fun stuff.  8-26-21


PICKING UP KELLY

Kelly had some fun stuff this weekend, surprise party, hang out at Sierra's, two farewells, and two doctor appointments so we went to pick her up Friday morning!  It was so good to see her and Charity!  It's been a long week for sure!  Charity had to work so we said goodbye to her again.  Kelly and I got to chat all the way home and then she went to lunch with Nate, the littles and Luke!  Fun stuff.  8-27-21


LUNCH WITH ANDREA

We finally made it happen!!  And I wasn't about to cancel even though my day was pretty full.  We met up at El Matador and sat and talked for four hours!!!  I loved it!  I could do that everyday if I could.  Andrea is such a good friend and such a good recharge for me.  It was nice to get her input on a lot of things I'm dealing with right now.  Hopefully Charley's legs are okay!  8-27-21


BACK TO THE TEMPLE

Nate and I finally got to go do a session at the temple!!  After way too long!!  This was amazing!!  I sat there in the chapel feeling such an overwhelming amount of love from my Heavenly Father.  Made everything all better.  I was very distracted by the masks (I didn't wear one- there were a few of us that didn't), but I'm trying to get past that.  Overall it was a great thing and such a relief to be able to be there again.  8-27-21


SOCCER

Our soccer games started back up finally :).  Noah, Erika and Molly are all playing this season.  Our games today were all crammed together and overlapping, so that was a little disappointing and it was so hot that some of us (Sadie!) got a little grumpy, but it was so fun to be back at it again!!  Noah got to play goalie which he has wanted to do ever since he started but since he's on the shorter side, his coaches never let him.  He did awesome!  He only missed a couple and our defense was not really cutting it so he had a lot of shots coming at him!  I was really proud of him!  The second half he played great as middie, then his coach took him out and we thought the game was almost over so we headed over to Erika's game.  Unfortunately, he got to go back in the game and while we were gone, we missed his penalty kick as well as a goal!  So annoying that we missed those.  Erika's game was great!  She did awesome!  She played goalie the first half also and blocked a few, then played forward the second half and scored a few times.  One of them was a perfect rainbow shot that looked SO beautiful!!  We got to chat with Keeley and her parents throughout their game (Elsie is on Erika's team) and they won so it was a lot of fun.  Molly's little practice time started during Erika's game so Nate left to take her to Pioneer Park.  We all caught up with them after Erika's game, only missing a few minutes of the game part.  Molly was sure a lot of fun to watch!  She played great!  She was being so aggressive, even scored!  It was so much fun to watch her siblings too!  They were all so hyped about how well she was playing and cheering and waving to her- Sadie was adorably very interested in watching this game (unlike the rest), she cheered "doh molly!" and clapped, high fived her with a big smile when she came off for a drink, and even went up put her hand on her back and told her good job when the game was over!!  I seriously loved it!!  Mom heaven.  She was happy about the treats at the end and happy she got Fiiz for her goal!  Fun afternoon0 just super hot!!  8-28-21


MEG!

Meg had to bring Sierra up for hanging out with friends before Matt leaves (thanks to Kallie and her domineering of the plans to go visit Sierra while she couldn't drive herself out here) so she came in and sat down and chatted for most of the evening!  It was so nice!!  I loved it!  I really love the way Sierra puts things so clearly and makes so much sense.  It was refreshing to talk with her.  And therapeutic :).  I've always loved Meg and looked up to her and felt like she was such a good role model.  I'm grateful we are friends.  Hopefully, I still get to see her after the girls are gone.  8-28-21


VACCINATION AND MASKS

Last week the Prophet made a statement and urged everyone to get vaccinated and to wear masks when social distancing isn't possible.  This hit pretty hard because I was very content with my feelings to not get vaccinated (not a shot- I already feel immunized with my own antibodies).  But I tried to pray about it some more and wanted to feel like I was making the right decision again.  There was a little back and forth in my mind, wondering if what I was feeling was personal revelation or not, I've really been wanting to develop the ability to receive and follow promptings, so this was a challenge and took up most of my thoughts.  But Saturday we had Father's blessings and I got to have one too :).  And the very first thing Heavenly Father said was that he is pleased with the decisions I have made!  He is pleased with me and loves me!!  It was so nice.  I really feel like I am okay to not get the shot.  I wouldn't stop anyone else from getting it, or force anyone to get it, but I am okay with me not getting it.  I have realized this week that in order to rise above this division and distraction satan has placed in our way is to stop being so consumed with all of it.  I have got to stop thinking about it and deliberating.  The masks are tough.  I hate them.  But I want to follow the Prophet and use it when I should.  I have been doing good at wearing it when I am not able to social distance.  I need to train myself to stop thinking about it all.  I have got to stop thinking about what others might be thinking of me and be content with me and what I choose.  I want to fit in and feel like I fit in and stop letting what I THINK others are thinking to stop me from feeling that.  So that is my new goal.  I'm grateful for personal revelation and the thoughts and feelings I have had lately about responding to promptings right away.  There have been a bunch of times this past week where I did what I felt I should right away and it has been a blessing.  It seems clearer for some reason and that makes me happy.  I am hoping I can keep this up and make it an even bigger part of my life.  I want to be able to do what is right.  And be an instrument in the Lord's hands.  8-29-21


CRAZY WEEK

I had a crazy week this week, with Molly's first week of Kindergarten, Kelly's appointments, a bunch of ortho/dentist appointments, Musical meeting and auditions, Molly's birthday and parties... it was packed!  I had to keep baby stepping through the week.  I was grateful for impromptu babysitters and help with driving... Kinda nuts, but we made it!  8-30-21


MOLLY'S FIRST DAY OF KINDERGARTEN

This blessed day actually came!  Molly was SO excited!  She is funny because she maintains this cool while she is unbelievably overcome with anxiousness, nervousness, excitement, questions... but she stayed pretty chill.  I was surprised :).  She was happy to go stand in line when we walked up to the green shuttle painting.  She didn't smile much, until I told her to for pictures, but she was happy :).   Happy to finally put a face with the name "going to school".  Mrs. Piper came out, told them to turn around (which Molly did, but was then no longer facing me- HA!) and wave goodbye to their parents.  She waved a little facing away from me and then it registered and she turned towards me and waved.  She seriously looked stunned... I wasn't sure what to expect!  I've had a few who reality hit as they were walking in and they couldn't do it, but I wasn't sure what Molly would do.  I waved back, all happy and motivational, Sadie waved, and then they turned and started walking into the school!  I got a video at this point and was hoping for a little turn of her head to say goodbye, but in true Molly form- she was looking ahead, not behind, and didn't need to look back because she had a whole world in front of her.  She was not going to miss that!  I love her courage and I love that she is so excited and feels so ready.  But I am sad to lose my little girl!  It's good that it's just half day :).  I cried a little on the drive home til Sadie took over in the crying department.  And that was that.  We will miss her!  Molly came home with a new energy and shared all the fun she had!  We had to go get ice cream to celebrate :).  She had made a friend, but didn't know her name.  She had listened to a story about a gingerbread man and colored her own.  She had drawn a picture of her being a good friend.  It was so cute to hear about it all.  I knew she would love recess :).  So far that's been her favorite part.  She has really loved it all though.  Throughout the week she started singing "Zero Hero" randomly and we got to hear about her new friend Abby (who I found out is actually Evi).  She got to do her spotlight folder with pictures of her and her family the third day, for her birthday, and take treats for her class.  She chose fruit snacks which was cute :).  It was a big first week!  I loved hearing about it all.  Girls give me so many more details than boys :).  Mrs. Piper is amazing and she loves her.  I think she might be able to enjoy school.  That is a good thing.  8-30-21


FHE

Nate taught the lesson- we talked about some things we can do in our home to make it more temple like.  We played my game- Scattergories and for the treat, we ate the cinnamon rolls from the big box the PTA president forced me to take home after the Boo-hoo Breakfast.  I don't think they had too many people stay for it, lots of leftovers.  8-30-21


KELLY'S RHEUMATOLOGY APPOINTMENT- FINALLY

This was long awaited and we had gotten our hopes up pretty high.  We are pretty sure it's something auto-immune and that rheumatoid arthritis fits, but of course, it wasn't as obvious to Dr. Morgan (new doc- we liked him- seems nice- he takes his kids to Dr. Tew as well), so he wanted to run her blood for a few more things (now we find out that there's a blood test for rheumatoid arthritis- eye roll) rheumatoid and lupus because she did test positive for Lupus on another test, but needs a more reliable one to know for sure.  So we will see what comes of those tests... not til October 4th!!! (AAAAAHHHHH!!!) but we will see.  More waiting.  Poor Kelz.  She went home with Sierra that night- up to Logan- for Sierra to move in. 8-31-21


MOLLY'S FAMILY PARTY

This was such a fun night!  We met up with Grandpa Hatch at the rec center park- we wanted to do the cake and present first.  It was super windy and everyone was anxious to go skating, but we made them wait.  I had made this new Cookie Letter/number Tart thing (I improvised a little) with 2 big sugar cookie sixes stacked with buttercream frosting in between, and then covered in Molly's favorited candies and cookies.  It turned out pretty cute and was really simple!  I was so proud of myself :).  I will have to try the actual custard next time.  Grandpa gave Molly her present which was this adorable Furr-real Unicorn!  She LOVES it!  It's pretty cute.  Then we got out of the wind and into the skating rink.  This was a lot of fun.  Everyone is getting really good at ice skating!  Molly skates around with the little walker thing and loves it!  HA!  I hope we can get her to brave it without soon, but she was beaming :).  Sadie rode in the stroller all night and loved that.  Grandpa used the stroller for a while and then his shins were not happy so he sat and we talked for a while.  Everyone else skated around playing tag and trying new things.  It was a lot of fun!  I loved it!  I was able to skate too which was aweomse!  Kind of a NSV with my weight loss I think.  It was a lot of fun!  8-31-21