"You are not here to live a mediocre to average life; you are here to live an amazing life, a miraculous life. If it weren't for your challenges, there would be no miracles. You must do that which seems impossible, for it is only in the impossible that miracles are had." - author unknown, but very respected

Thursday, February 16, 2012

Pregnancy Update

2-16-12
Last night I played capture the flag with the kids in the backyard, and I don't know when it happened, but I totally did something to my hip.  I've been dreading this pain a lot.  I had it in the first and second trimesters with Erika until I fixed it with Physical Therapy.  I so don't want to have to go to PT again.  I have been racking my brain trying to figure out what she would do, so I could have Nate do it.  We'll see.  Bums me out.
I was a horrible Mom this morning.  I'm not sure how to cheer myself up in the mornings!  I feel like crap.  This morning, almost first thing, when I came down the stairs, Bradley jumped out to scare me (he's such a fun kid :) ), and I guess from the jump and quick adrenaline rush, I almost threw up.  I've been really nauseous anyway, but that just threw me over the edge.  It's so frustrating.
I wish I could call in sick today, but I have SO much that needs to be done now.  Since I let things go during the first part of the week like I shouldn't.  I really need to get things under control so that I don't have to kill myself the last half of the week.  It's so hard to get things done when I feel like this.  I guess I'm about 11 weeks right now, so I'm hoping the "morning sickness" will be gone in the next month or so.  It was with my boys.  I guess we'll find out soon enough.  I'm starting to wonder if this baby is a girl.  I can't wait to meet my baby.  Everyone around me is having babies right now and that's always hard.  I don't even feel like holding any of them.  Kinda nuts.  Oh well.  7 more months.... I can do it!

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